mosconiac said:
Ginky had so many shining moments yet I feel they are all overshadowed by his darkest hours. A run of 343 is an incredible feat that very few attain, but what is it worth when you are remembered for your years of drug abuse & for dying broke? Drugs just obliterate lives & leave nothing positive behind.
I know we are all obligated to celebrate the positives of Ginky's life, but...how?
Sometimes in life thier cmes a time when itseasier toosay goodby. Then to stay and face another day.
Mental toghness can come ito this situation very strong. If we do not control our mind then it can destroy us.
Bensingers had a lot off young people like that comeing in and out the door.
But for some people it is esaer too end thier life than too face the pain off another day.
Its what people do too let go off thier pain that is inside thier mend.
And it does not matter who you are or were you came from. The only thing that metters is howe they fell and the momonte.
Its a tought that has been eating away at them for years. Is it the drug.
Or is it themselves and they cannot face themselves no more.
And feel sad deprest weak and hopeless and see no reason for living. But only tourture and pain. And they have no reason or pourpose too live for.
They give up on life and themseleves. And they make a decision that what they are going too do is better than going on living thier misrable life.
And they dont have the strength and courage too over come thier misrable and un happy life.
And when its over thier pain and suffering will be gone. And they wont have too cope with the issue every day that has been terring them appart.
And they can love the people around them. But they do not love themselves. Thier is nothing left too live for.
And the make the decision too stop thier pain. So at last they will be free again.
They sad part is. Is it better too go on in pain every day. 24 houers a day.
Or is it better too say good by. Mentaly they have drained themselves off thier power.
Is it the correct joice only they can answer that. Its thier life and they are the ones that have too face each day.
And for what.Too go through more pain and suffereing. People get too the point were they say I dont want no more off this.
And the only saloution is too go too sleep. So they dont have too face tommarow.
And its sad. Yet they were strong enough too do what they made thier mind up too do. Its always hard too say good by.
But what are they realy saying good by too. The people they love. Or the pain they live with and face every day.
Life too some people is a night mare. Or a bad dream that wont go away.
And in thier mind its easier too end it then have too face another day.
Thier are many people like that in the world. Some live with the pain and some will end it today.
They are free nowe is it better. I do not have that answer. I no today they are not going through the same pain. Is it better to live and suffer?
Or is it better to end the suffering. THe only thing I can say. IT all depends on the indevidule.
What are they missing. I dont no. Would thier life have changed and got better or worse.
Nobody knowes because the are no longer her to see what happines.
Were they wrong what they did. Its not for us too answer. They are the only ones who can answer that qouistion.
Because they are the person who had too live that life.
What did we learn. That if thier is no cure for thier pain. Things will continue the same way just different faces and people.
Life too them was misary. And any hope in thier life was drained. And thier was noreason too keep going on the way they were living.
WE all have our crosses too carry. Nobody can do it for us. Life is great as long as we control it.
And it doesnt control us.
